Christmas Tears

I went shopping today. Rand brought home a list of things wished for by a family in need. A co-worker who lost his job and has a large family. 5 children. All they asked for were clothes. I told Rand that I would like to throw in some "unexpected goodies" I walked through the store gathering their gifts, a doll, a sweater, some matchbox cars, a game... listening to christmas music, I cried and whispered thank-you for the opportunity to reach out to this family. Our daughter Lyndsay volunteered to help with the Angel Tree. She and some of her co-workers wrapped gifts that were donated for children in the community. She came home and said "Mom, it was so sad. There was one little boy who only got a match box car. Nothing else." I cried. I asked if there was any way to find out who he was so we could get him more. Unfortunatly, she said no. I can't get that little boy off of my mind. I look at all the gifts under our tree and am so thankful that we can give to the people we love. But, then my heart sinks as I think of all of those who have so little. I'm searching for little gestures of love to reach out this Christmas. A co-worker who had no money and who's car was on empty. A single mother making minimum wage. I emptied my purse out onto my desk and pursuaded her to take what I could give. I comforted and encouraged the sister of a dying client, ensuring her that all her sister needed from her now was simply her love. I reminded her how special their relationship had been, how even though she felt she could do nothing, embracing her sister in love would do everything her sister needed at this time. I'm so thankful to be alive, to experience the "heart" of giving this Christmas season. I'll continue to find little opportunities as I remain in thankfulness for the precious gift I have recieved...to be alive! Blessings to all~